3/31/2009

*&%#@!!!!!

Parents of baby who starved refuse autopsy

MIRI: The parents of a baby boy who starved to death have refused to allow a post-mortem to be carried out.

They claimed the body from the Miri Hospital’s mortuary yesterday, after an initial police probe determined that the baby did not die of any physical abuse and there was no criminal intent on the couple’s part.

However, Miri police chief Asst Comm Jamaluddin Ibrahim said police were keeping the investigation file open.

“We have not decided whether to press charges against the couple,” ACP Jamaluddin said.

The baby boy, who was less than a month old, starved to death after the couple forgot to feed him, following a drinking spree over a few days. The incident was uncovered by the hospital on Thursday after the baby died in the intensive care unit.

Source: http://thestar.com.my


* $@)*%%##!&^%%&@^@%^&!!!!!!!! (sorry, but i feel so angry)

3/30/2009

FAITH

Have you ever feel that at one time you have no faith....
you feel so so lonely that you want to cry out loud...
you feel that everything that you do to make your life better become wasteless..
you feel like you want to giving up in what you do now....
you feel that everyone in your life is not there.....
you feel that you really need a shoulder to cry......
you feel that you want to be nice to everyone but you just can't.......
you feel that you want to turn back time.....
you feel that you need ONE MORE CHANCE so you can become a better person........but you don't......

JUST TURN YOU HAND UP to THE LORD....He will give you a CHANCE even if you fail...He will still give you chance..

DO YOU KNOW????

when you CRY, Jesus want to cry with you...
but He can't because you keep your tears yourself

when you ALONE, Jesus want to be with you...
but He can't because you can't see His presence

when you need a friend..somebody, Jesus want to be that SOMEBODY to you...
but He can't because you don't know Him

when you want to give up, Jesus want to lift you up...
but He can't because you can't see His Hand

when you have no faith, Jesus want to strengthen you...
but He can't, because you close your heart to Him

A SMALL STEP YOU MAKE...MAKE A BIG CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE

JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL

3/24/2009

A THOUGHT



CHOOSE TO CONTROL
  • We cannot choose how may years we will live, but we can choose how much life those years will have
  • We cannot control the beauty of our face, but we can control the expression on it
  • We cannot control life’s difficult moments, but we can choose to make life less difficult
  • We cannot control the negative atmosphere of the world, but we can control the atmosphere of our minds
  • Too often, we try to choose to control things we cannot.
  • Too seldom, we choose to control what we can…..our character and attitude

A Very Faithful Woman

An elderly lady was well-known for her faith and for her boldness in talking about it. She would stand on her front porch and shout "PRAISE THE LORD!"

Next door to her lived an atheist who would get so angry at her proclamations he would shout, "There ain't no Lord!!"

Hard times set in on the elderly lady, and she prayed for GOD to send her some assistance. She stood on her porch and shouted "PRAISE THE LORD. GOD I NEED FOOD!! I AM HAVING A HARD TIME. PLEASE LORD, SEND ME SOME GROCERIES!!"

The next morning the lady went out on her porch and noted a large bag of groceries and shouted, "PRAISE THE LORD."

The neighbor jumped from behind a bush and said, "Aha! I told you there was no Lord. I bought those groceries, God didn't."

The lady started jumping up and down and clapping her hands and said, "PRAISE THE LORD. He not only sent me groceries, but He made the devil pay for them. Praise the Lord!"



3/17/2009

ELIJAH BENZYESHUA

My baby are 5 months now and he was so so so cute....if he can talks he might complain that he is tired of me kissing him. The way he learn things surround him amazed me a lot. Now, he was about to learn to sit down. I can't wait to see what he has learn each day...here are some latest photo of my boy..


Before go to sleep...play with daddy


cheerss!!!


Kiss mummy first...


I'm sleepy now

I want to sleep now...no more camera please!!!


Oh ho! Meet Shota..my best friend's new born son..so cute isn't it!

3/16/2009

JAKARTA

Well, Jakarta was a big metropolis city. My first impression about Jakarta was, busy, hot and crowded and not forgetting....traffic jam here and there. Before went to Jakarta, we were staying at Agape Resident, about 2+ hours from main city. After that, we spend rest of our holiday at my sister's in law place. Which is located in Lippo Cikarang, 1 1/2 hours from Jakarta. Lippo Cikarang was well planned and clean city, and have lots of Japanese & Korean restaurant. My husband said that is because there was many Japanese and Korean living in Lippo Cikarang. What else i want to say.....just let the pictures talk.

Sign that you will see in Jakarta




Mr. President


Shopping area at Mangga 2



the first thing i buy


the first thing hubby buy


While waiting for inter-city bus...crowded wei!!


Place where we stay at Agape Resident..nice

3/12/2009

BUSY WEEK

I'm back! but load of work that make me delay my story about trip to Jakarta. Well, will be back with short story and some photos..have a nice day everyone!

3/05/2009

MEMORY

I have been listening to song by Faizal Tahir "Cuba" over and over again. I just love the music..and i watch his performance at Anugerah Juara Lagu in Youtube, Faizal did the performance very well. Listening to "Cuba" remind me to the old memory when alternative rock kinda music was my favorite. I'm a big fan of Silverchair, i love Blur, Smashing Pumpkin, Oasis and i am also a big fan of OAG..but the old OAG before they split..ah! not forgetting..Butterfinger and Nice Stupid Playground. I still have my CD and cassette (last time only can afford to buy cassette..student mah!) collection for all this group.

It make me laugh when i remembered that last time i always spend my time to watch gig which held around Kuching. And also one thing i remember most..i love comic! i love Dragon Ball and my collection of Dragon Ball's comic was from chapter one until the end. If you ask me about the story of Son Goku and his friend..100% i can answer. Hahaha..now i'm a mother and hopefully i won't tell the story of Son Goku as the bedtime story.

2/18/2009

TANJUNG PINANG, INDONESIA part 2

This is my second part documentary about Tanjung Pinang..cewah! Tanjung Pinang was a small town located in the largest of Indonesia's enchanting Riau islands in the South China Sea. If you want to get here, you only have 2 choices, whether by plane or ferry. If you choose to use ferry, it will be about 2 hours 45 minutes from Johor and 2 hours 30 minutes from Singapore, other than ferry and plane, you can swim here if you are brave and strong enough. For me, honestly, the town was kinda boring town because there is no shopping mall and cold storage..i love to go to the cold storage.

Ferry terminal at Tanjung Pinang


Welcome to Tanjungpinang

But, this small island have its own beauty, the resort and its beautiful beaches about 1 1/2 hour from town names Bintan Resorts. There you can experience endless beaches, a wide variety of international-class resorts or especially for those who want to relax them self, you can try the spa..trust me, it was worth and it was about 7 spa and 9 different resorts and hotel for you to choose, from moderate to the luxury. If you come to Tanjungpinang, i also recommend you to try the massage. Don't worry, there is a place that i regularly went to, free and clean from any sort of what we call "extra++". Okay, i will stop here..will be back for the next part.





Bintan Island Resort





SLEEP POSE

Recently my son like to pose while he was sleeping..


pose 1...


pose 2...


pose 3....

his favorite pose!


wake up mode..still sleepy


ready to play mode..fully awake

LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVE


Lyrics | Celine Dion lyrics - Let's Talk About Love lyrics

2/15/2009

AWAY

Today, nothing special happen besides dealing with "pot pet" colleagues. Huh! i almost "hilang sabar" when facing people that always put in their mind "I HOLD THE MOST IMPORTANT JOB HERE..AND I'M THE MOST BUSY HERE". Gosh! why can't some people face the fact that WE ARE HIRED HERE AND WE ARE PAID TO DO JOB EVENTHOUGH IT WAS LOADED OR SOMETHING WE HATE TO DO! Pedis ati jak...if the Boss asked us to do some work..what can we do??? Boss is Boss mah..

Okay..back to normal blood pressure. Good news! next week i will be away from Tanjung Pinang. On 23rd, three of us will spend a week in Jakarta. Hubby will have meeting in Puncak, Bogor one of the mountain resort in Indonesia. About 2 hours driving from Jakarta. On 27th we plan to visit sister-in-law at Bekasi. Well hopefully our trip will bring lots of memory and i promise to take photos for my dear readers.
Tea plant at Puncak

2/11/2009

LOVE....

LOVE is just like LIFE....
ITS NOT ALWAYS EASY....
and DOES NOT bring happiness
but when we do not STOP LIVING
WHY should we stop LOVING???



HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

More Cute Comments hi5

Love to my dearest Hubby....love to my precious E.j

love to all my friends...all of you...

YOU are dearly to my HEART

2/08/2009

JUST READ...The Story Of Jerusalem

Jerusalem is the heart and soul of the Land of Israel. In celebration of Jerusalem Day, her cherished history, based on ancient Jewish sources, is retold.

Israel is presently involved in a bitter war. A strange war, an undeclared war, a war with no name. A confusing war in which we constantly explain our position and consistently contradict ourselves. A war in which even the Israeli government finds it difficult to speak with a clear voice. Why? Because it is impolitic to say that we are fighting a religious war, or that the Land of Israel belongs to the People of Israel. And so we fight bereft of our voice. Kol Yaakov -- the Voice of Jacob -- our greatest strength and most potent ammunition, is silenced by external world pressure and by our own internal confusion.

The Middle East, being what it is, is volatile. In the two weeks between writing these lines and the time they are read, the written words may very well become obsolete. Nonetheless, there are certain eternal truths and entities which endure. Torah is one; the Jewish people are another; Jerusalem and the Land of Israel are a third. Together, they form a divine mandate, an irrevocable, indestructible, eternal unit.

The Arabs have chosen to call the present war "Intifada El Aksa" (El Aksa is one of two mosques which were built on the Temple Mount). Although the name supposedly resulted from Mr. Sharon's visit to the Temple Mount, it inadvertently expresses the true essence of the present war. It is indeed a war for "El Aksa" -- for the Temple Mount and for Jerusalem, and by extension, for all the Land of Israel. For Jerusalem is the heart and soul of the Land of Israel.

Here, then, is the story of Jerusalem, based on ancient Jewish sources and cherised through four thousand years of Jewish history.

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In the beginning of time, long ago, before the earth and the heavens existed, before there was anything at all, God set about creating a world. He chose a point in the nothingness of space and began.

God made light and darkness, heaven and earth, suns, moons, stars, oceans, rivers, lakes. He formed mountains, plains, deserts and jungles with flowers and trees, grasses and grains; tiny, crawling creatures, birds, fish and animals in all sizes, colors and shapes. Creatures beyond number and imagination. And finally he created the two most important entities in the entire universe -- Adam and Eve.

God looked at His world and proclaimed that it was a good world, even though He knew that that there would be problems and people would not always do the right thing. After all, didn't God Himself give people the right to choose between good and evil? If they chose well and tried to do God's Will, they could continue to build and create a good and loving world and they would be rewarded. If they chose to ignore or disobey, the world would suffer and they would be punished. It was up to them.

God gave Adam and Eve the tools they needed to do their work -- minds to think and understand, and laws to teach them the difference between good and evil. He divided the world into seventy nations, each with a land of its own, and He gave them the Seven Noahide Commandments so they would know how to live. But it was hard for the people to keep even seven commandments, so God chose one nation -- the Children of Israel -- to keep the light of holiness alive in the world. He gave them His Torah with its 613 commandments, and He gave them the Land of Israel as an eternal inheritance.

Israel was God's own, special, holy Land. As long as the Jews kept God's Torah, God would watch the Land and protect the people forever. If ever they needed help, God promised that He would always be there, always watching, always ready to come to their aid.
He commanded the people to build him a Beit Hamikdash -- a House of God. Even though God does not live in a house, His Divine Spirit would always be in this one particular place. His house was to be built on the very spot where the Creation of the world had begun. It was the center of the world -- the Land of Israel. It was in the center of Israel, in the Holy City Jerusalem. And it was in the very center of Jerusalem, on Har Habayit -- the Temple Mount. Of course there's no way we can measure the universe to see where the exact center is, but the Torah tells us that in some mystical way that our physical senses are unable to fathom, Har Habayit is the very heart of the world, the point where God first began th work of Creation.

In olden times, people knew this was not just another mountain top. They knew it was a holy place, connected to other dimensions, fused with the Spirit of God. Adam, the first man, brought an offering to God on this mountain. After the Great Flood, Noah brought a thanksgiving offering to the same spot. And it was here that Abraham brought his son Isaac as an offering, believing this was God's will. These things all happened long before the city of Jerusalem and the Temple were built, but they happened here, on Har Hamoriya, Mount Moriah, on Har Habayit, the Temple Mount.From the moment King David built the city, Jerusalem was recognized as a place of worldwide importance. David made the arrangements and preparations to build the Temple, but it was his son Solomon who did the actual work. Cedar trees and olive wood, costly stones, brass and gold and silver were brought from countries far and near to build God's House.

When the work was finally finished, Solomon made a huge celebration. Multitudes of people came to Jerusalem to dedicate the Temple with prayers and sacrifices. The Aron HaKodesh -- the Holy Ark -- was placed in the Beit Hamikdash. This was the very same Ark which held the two stone Tablets, carved with the Ten Commandments. For forty years, the Jewish people had carried the Ark with them throughout their travels in the desert; when they entered the Land it was kept in various temporary places. Now, finally, it was placed in the Beit Hamikdash.

"Behold," said Solomon, "if all the heavens and earth cannot contain Glory of God, how can this house contain Thee?" But the Clouds of Glory filled the Temple as a sign that the Shechina, the Spirit of God, was indeed there.

The Beit Hamikdkash was like a window or a door to Heaven, a gateway where prayers would ascend directly to God. Not only would the prayers of the Jewish people be heard, but all people could come to the Temple to pray and all of God's blessings to the world would somehow flow from the Heavens above to the Earth below through this one, blessed spot where Creation had begun. From every country, people came to the Beit Hamikdash and Jerusalem became a Holy City for the entire world.

Solomon's Beit Hamikdash stood for 410 years. It was destroyed by the Babylonians in 423 BCE, 2425 years ago. Seventy years later, the Jews rebuilt the Temple. The Second Temple stood for 420 years; it was destroyed by the Romans in the year 68 CE. For the past 1934 years, Jews continued to live in Jerusalem, but always under foreign rule. Since then, we have directed our prayers to the Western Wall -- the Kotel Hamaaravi -- the one remaining wall which stood around the Temple Mount.

Thirty five years ago, on the 28th day of the month of Iyar, in the year 5727 (June 5, 1967), on the third day of the Six Day War, the ancient city of Jerusalem -- the walled Old City, the Temple Mount and the Western Wall -- returned to Jewish hands. For the first time since the Destruction of the Second Temple, Jerusalem was under Jewish sovereignty.

The ancient city of Jerusalem grew around the Temple. The modern city of Jerusalem continues to grow and expand far beyond the old walls, full of children and playgrounds, humming with traffic, brimming with synagogues, schools, stores, indusrial centers, museums, offices, and government buildings. It is still surrounded by round hills, clothed in bright white morning light or rosy, golden afternoon rays. It still sits like a crown atop the Judean Mountains, calling to the Children of Israel... "Bo'ee Kallah, Come my Bride, back home to your Land, your Holy City, the House of God."

The Third Temple has not yet been built, but when it is, the rabbis say it will never be destroyed. Meanwhile, Jerusalem is still the Gateway to Heaven, the place to stand before God, open your heart and offer up your prayers, even today.

All of God's blessings to the
world would somehow flow from the Heavens above to the Earth below through this one, blessed spot where Creation had begun.

Source: www.aish.com

1/22/2009

A BRIGHT THURSDAY MORNING

I just love my little boy to death! When he smile, it make me want to bite his cute chubby cheek, it makes me kiss him over and over again. This morning, he was playing with his pillow while i dressed him after bathing. His smile bright my morning..but when he crying for no reason..sakit kepala!After Shower...gosh!! he become more and more "pandai" sucking his thumb.

This is what he do when he was in good mood


His smile really melt my heart...

1/21/2009

MY E.J's FIRST FOOD

Oh ya..instead i have one in mind. Recently i read a lots about first food for baby. And last saturday me and hubby decided to make one big move..start to feed our baby. I make some research in internet on the best started food for baby. But for the start, we plan to give him fruit. I think all parent out there was feeling the same with us..feel a bit scared, exited and all kind of feeling. First fruit for my baby was AVOCADO. I mixed it with his milk and he like it! Thanks God there is nothing to worry about. MY BABY WAS ABOUT TO START EATING! I was so exiting. I know the trouble to come when he know how to run here and there and started to recognize food. Well..if anyone wants to share about "starting food for babies", you comments are most welcome.

TODAY'S

What happen today? I just remembered that i'm a blogger instead of just reading other's interesting blog. Wah! i have nothing in mind of what to write or upload. This morning we were having meeting with our super-busy-boss. Ended with smile at everyone's face. I think that's all for now..i'm out of my head.

1/16/2009

RAIN..RAIN..RAIN

Honestly, i like raining day..but dislike if rain everyday. Here in Tanjungpinang, some ferry was stop from going out to another island. The wave sometimes can raised until 5.5m. Fuh! luckily i have my visa..so i don't have to return to Malaysia for this moment. One thing i make me always hairan with this beautiful country. This month, in separate place in Indonesia, we will hear about "sinking ship" almost everyday. Why? because the ferry/ship was packed with people and always try to bring "lebih muatan"..not barang but "people". Haiyo..what was they thinking..does human's life means nothing rather than cash.

Sometimes, you can see some funny thing while you were driving right? But never in my life seeing someone using motorcycle brought with him a two door refrigerator. God! I'm still waiting to see someone brought a cow using a motorcycle. Hahaha..well, i try to take the best shot of Tanjungpinang for you all to see..this is the beginning..

Evening scene from Tanjungpinang Ferry terminal