HIGHER

When dreaming I'm guided to another world
Time and time again
At sunrise I fight to stay asleep
'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place
'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape
From the life I live when I'm awake
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?

Can you take me Higher?
To a place where blind men see
Can you take me Higher?
To a place with golden streets

Although I would like our world to change
It helps me to appreciate
Those nights and those dreams
But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same
The only difference is
To let love replace all our hate
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?

Can you take me Higher?
To a place where blind men see
Can you take me Higher?
To a place with golden streets

So lets go there, lets go there,
Come on, lets go there
Lets ask can we stay?

Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time
Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine
Set up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams
And make them mine

Note: I just love this song.

MANUAL BOOK OF LIFE

I have a friend who loves reading. He reads all kind of books, from logical to motivation, from linguistic to history. You name it, he is truly a book worm! one day he have a problem an ask for my advise.

I ask him; I thought you have read thousand of books.

He replied; Yes, i do..it doesn't precisely answered my need. Book are window to the world

Me; Yes, that i agree. But what are you looking for from those books?

He replied; I wanted to know about life, i want to know more and i want to upgrade my knowledge.

Me; does it answered your question about life?

He replied; Not really, sort of...

Me; Yes! book will upgrade you, open the world for you. When you buy new thing, what did you do first, especially electronic appliances?

He; I read the manual book..

Me; You are truly a brilliant! Do you know that our life is also written in a manual book, have you read it?

He; Got mah!

Me; Yalah! of course lah, have you read your Bible?

He; Yes, but it make me sleepy..it was bored to read.

Me; Haiya! the Bible is life's manual book, what is your problem? Name it, all answered in the Bible.

He; Yakah?

Me; Yalah...

He; How about if i wanted to choose for good life partner? Got kah?

Me; Read 2 Corinthians 6:14

He; Bible doesn't say about smoking..

Me; Who said? Read 1 Corinthians 6:12..

He; How about...

Me; Read if you want to know...

WRONG OR RIGHT

It is just a decision we make, but why does it effect us for the rest of our life?

I'M OUT OF WORDS

IT IS NOT ABOUT MYSELF ANYMORE........
IT IS ABOUT MY LOVE TO OTHERS........
IT IS ABOUT THE PRICE I HAVE TO PAY......

IF I CAN MAKE A CHOICE;
I WILL CHOOSE TO LIVE HAPPILY WITH THOSE I LOVE DEEPLY..
I WILL CHOOSE TO SECURE MYSELF AND NEGLECT OTHERS...
I WILL CHOOSE TO FOLLOW MY HEART DESIRES...

BUT I CAN'T;
BECAUSE IT IS NOT ABOUT ME ANYMORE.....
IT IS ABOUT MY LOVE TO OTHERS....
AND I'M OUT OF WORDS....
HOW CAN I REPAY HIS SACRIFICE FOR ME INSTEAD OF GIVING IT ALL TO HIM....
IT IS ABOUT JESUS LOVE FOR ME....

HARMONI CINTA

This amazing song written by Melly Goeslaw was coloured by the luxurious of orchestra music. It was a fresh song which sang by very talented young singer Gita Gutawa. Listen to it and enjoy it as much as i do..

URGENT MESSAGES.

Please read this testimonial from Ricardo Rid from Chile. Ricardo Rid was once working with Chile Laboratories, having a good-paid job but God has call him to left his job and serve The Lord. During his farewell dinner, about 2000 participants attended the dinner which shows that he have an important position in the company. Again, please read his testimonials " 8 hours in Heaven; An urgent Messages For Today's Church.

in Indonesia languages :www.insightsofgod.com/downloads/Ricardo_Cid_Indonesia.pdf

For English :http://spiritlessons.com/documents/Ricardo_Cid/Ricardo_Cid_8_Horas_en_el_Cielo_English.htm

For those who believe, please use this little time given by The Lord to get more intimate with HIM. Its is better for us to BELIEVE that Jesus was alive and HE want us to be saved! Because when the time really come, we was ready. It cost nothing but to believe and follow HIS words....

WHAT I HAVE LEARNT

This year was my 29th years living on earth. What have i learnt on my ways? Many things!

Last time it was hard for me to understand why my parents scolded me for some small mistakes i have done.
Now, i always asked myself, why my little boy keep doing the same act though i have thought him that it was wrong.

Last time, all i want to do is play more, study less. Haha!!
Now, i just keep my mouth shut when my boy running here and there all day long and eat just a little bit.

Last time, i feel that i was so small and my teacher was the tallest among all.
Last month during school's reunion, i think we are taller and bigger among the teacher..hahaha

One things i regret the most, why on earth that no one ever wanted to tell me about the Love of Christ when i was still very young so that i will not done so much mistakes in my life and hurt those who loves me. Thanks God, now i know HIM...Good news is not for us to keep ourselves, it was to be spread to other so that they will feel the joy we feel.

PEJALAI PULAI KE MENUA.

Bulan kemari kami menyanak nemuai ke menua. Pama lelak, bebai ke barang tapi dalam ati tang excited. Anakku kelebih agik, nyau kinding-kinding tudah bejalai ba airport, happy mai tudah baka nemu dirik di bai kami bejalai. Sebedau tuk nyau trauma anak sigatku nyak laban selalu ditinggal kami duai daddy iya maya bisi pengawa "out-station". Nya meh, tiap kali nganjung ngagai babysitter nyau rauh-rauh nyabak, takut kami enda ngambi iya lemai. Pintar mai anak diatu.

Pagi-pagi kami berangkat ari Tanjung Pinang 2 1/2 jam ngena feri ke Johor. Udahnya terus ngena teksi ke airport, enda nganti agi kami menyanak terus check-in laban cun-cun gak time boarding sekejap agik. Pejalai ngena bilun MAS cukup ok bagi aku, the staffs was polite and friendly. Anakku nyau enda nemu diau dalam bilun.

Datai ba airport Kuching, tambah excited agik kami. Balat panas menua. Bujang sigat kami turun ari bilun nyau ngena singlet aja, abis baju basah laban manchal dalam bilun.

Mayuh perubahan Kuching pedaku, mayuh shopping mall ka digaga. Manah gak pikirku, awak enda jauh-jauh urang shopping ke KL etc. Puas bejalai ba mall di Kuching, bujang sigat kami paling suka bejalai, baru datai ba rumah udah mai masuk kreta baru. Apuu..malam pun nyau enda entu ka tinduk, kerja ka bemain aja.

Sebedau pulai sempat gak kami nemuai ngagai aki & ini aku di Simunjan. Udah nyau ka 5 taun aku enda betemu ngau aki. On 1st Gawai kami menyadik enggau pasangan masing-masing mupuk ke Simunjan. Happy mai tudah seduai meda bala kami semua datai enggau bala icit seduai.

Well, cuti kali tuk have lots of meaning to me. Aku sempat join School Reunion SMTM Matang. Udah 13 taun lebih enda betemu, sekali betemu kerja ngakak-ngakak ketawa nundi pangan diri.

HAL YANG BUAT AKU TERSENYUM

Ini hal yang buat aku selalu tersenyum.





Hari ini kayaknya mo nge-blog aja. Udah lama di tinggalin, now is the time to write again. Semua orang pasti punya suatu hal baik itu yang baik atau yang buruk, yang pasti itu adalah bahagian dari kehidupan. Hidup ini harus selalu sadar bahwa hari-hari itu harus kita jalani terus, sampai suatu waktu nafas berhenti. Hari ini yang kita hidupi adalah satu tingkat tangga kepada hari besok. Now a day, i realize that i've dream a lots, kayaknya harus cepat sadar deh. Waktu aku lihat ke belakang, what i've done! Apakah itu cukup berarti ato sekedar cukup demi menjalani hari yang harus dijalani.

Well, someone ask me..who can make you happy? Aku terpaku..emmm, mau jawab anakku, terkadang my boys annoy me, mau bilang suamiku, kayaknya dia belum cukup memberikan kebahgiaan buat aku. Yang bisa buat aku bahagia adalah aku sendiri! Orang bilang hanya Tuhan yang bisa membuat bahagia. Yah! kalo pribadi seseorang itu sendiri menolak kehadiran Tuhan dalam hidupnya, sama juga.

Hidup ini banyak yang munafik. Tapi Tuhan melihat jauh kedalaman hati, itulah yang harus selalu dipegang. AKu selalu mengajar diri untuk jujur dengan diri, jujur dengan bicara kerna apa yang kita tabur, selalunya akan kita tuai.

I have a friend, dia adalah teman dekat yang udah lama kukenali. Aku mengasihi dia sepertinya dia udah menjadi suatu bagian dalam hatiku yang ngak bisa aku hilangkan. Kita terikat erat dengan suatu ikatan yang aku nggak bisa jelasin. Mungkin karna doa ya...susah senang kita selalu bersama. Sepertinya dia udah mengenal aku dengan baik sekali kan? Tapi ngak, yang paling mengenal aku adalah aku dan DIA yang menciptakan aku. Bukan teman baikku sekalipun, bahkan bukan ibu yang melahirkan aku.

Menjadi pribadi itu nggak gampang. Yang penting jangan ego kali ya.

TO END OR TO GO ON...

Its been a long time i didn't write any post here. Lot of things happen but it just hard to pour the story into writing, maybe i'm not writer's type of person. Thought come to me whether i end my blog, but today when i read and go through what i've wrote from the beginning, it makes me smile. I should go on..this blog can be a memory to me

Well, its almost 3 years i stayed in Indonesia. I wish to go to more places in Indonesia. I've learned many things here the living, foods, culture and many more, some amazed me and of course, some i dislike. Indonesia have a beautiful land that should be preserve.

Oh ya! I'm celebrating Gawai this year!! Will be back to my hometown on 22nd May. Bestnyerrrrr..

MY PAPER ABOUT MARTIN LUTHER..THE CONCLUSION

Luther, tanpa ragu ia menggali kebenaran Kitab Suci. Dengan semangat dan keberadaannya yang lantang Luther dengan dibantu oleh beberapa rekan kerjanya mendongkrak terus kepercayaan atas kebenaran yang ia pegang.1 Dengan rasa kekurangan dalam diri akan iman dan rasa takut serta cinta yang amat besar akan Allah, Luther menggali dan mencari kebenaran tentang Allah dengan segenap hati. Tidak pernah terbayang apa yang berada dihadapannya. Mungkin saat itu juga Luther tidak pernah menyangka namanya akan dikenang dari zaman ke zaman oleh karena keberaniannya mengungkapkan kebenaran yang ia yakini.Yakni, merubah sejarah dan memberi dampak kepada iman Kristen, pola berfikir serta menjadi suatu titik perkembangan doktrinal gereja terbesar.2 Dalam buku “The Moody Handbook Of Theology” Paul Enns menulis:

Luther meninggalkan legasi teologis yang sangat banyak: ia mengajarkan bahwa hanya sakramen baptisan dan Perjamuan Tuhan yang sah; ia menulis banyak buku, menantang gereja Roma dan membuat buku katekismus sendiri; ia memberikan gereja beberapa himne yang agung, seperti “A Mighty Fotress’, ia mendirikan sistem pendidikan, mengajarkan orang-orang untuk membaca Alkitab. 3

Zaman dan Tahun pasti terus berganti, kemajuan bangkit dari kemajuan, modenisasi semakin menapak di dunia, begitupun pola pikir manusia akan Tuhan. Orang-orang akan terus mengali dan mengali, coba untuk mengungkap kebenaran demi kebenaran akan hakiki dunia ini kendatipun jutaan ungkapan akan kebenaran sudah tertulis, diucapkan malah diperdebatkan. Usaha demi usaha akan tumbuh laksana tunas baru yang tumbuh dari pepohonan untuk membahasakan iman yaitu iman yang berkaitan dengan pribadi yang Maha Esa. 4 Sebagai manusia yang percaya, kita hanya bisa berpegang bahwa keselamatan hanya ada didalam Yesus Kristus dan Allah yang kita sembah dan percaya adalah pribadi yang tidak terbatas. Semoga tulisan-tulisan yang begitu banyak, reformasi-reformasi kekristenan yang telah ada serta pemikiran-pemikiran ramai tokoh, teolog membuat kita semakin mencintai, mengasihi, mengerti dan memahami pekerjaan dan maksud kehendak Tuhan yang Maha untuk kita, makhluk kecil yang diberikan anugrah dengan bisa berfikir dengan rasional.

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ELIJAH WITH WALLS ICE CREAM

He was so into ice-cream and always make me do extra laundry..

NEW DAY HAS COME..

Its a new year!, new day but an old life to live for..hehe..lets started this new year with new motivation, new strength, new vision. This is the year of God's miracle...see the world through heart and always aware of what is going on around us. Have so much things to do through this year..one important event is.."balik kampung".

Actually i have so many photos to upload..hopefully i have time to do some upload. till then....